Ever since her arrival to the Hollywood scene, Nicole Kidman has been notoriously tight lipped about her personal life. But in Parade Magazine's new issue, Kidman sheds some light on the struggles of her marriage with country crooner Keith Urban, being a new mother and raising her kids with first husband Tom Cruise. While her children have always been considered off limits before (even pictures of them a scarce on the internet) Kidman admits that adopted children with Cruise were raised with Scientology. She also speaks about the rough patches her and Urban endured during their first year of marriage and Urban's rehab stint. Although Kidman is opening up much more than she ever has in the past, she only let's us glimpse at the truth behind her heavily draped curtains. Well, baby steps are better than nothing at all.